你能有反应，我不行。。。没想到有时做人真的很难。你可以不喜欢，我不行。。为什么有些人就是能为所欲为。。。你能生气，我不能。。。一切就是那么不可理喻。。。
难道做人就是要整天带着面具，本来就不高兴，还要装着一副笑脸。。真诚点，不行吗？！。。。事出必有因却“死无对证”。我只能说这么多年，我始终学不到这虚假的“功力”。
看不过的人。。饶过我吧，不必“畏畏缩缩”。。我不想争什么，我只想有自己的空间。。。把该做的做好。。就好
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发现写部落格是可以让心情转换的，可以让我有一个管道抒发心情。。不过也让大家能洞悉我些许的内心世界，哈哈! 不过， 请不要有太多的联想，因为我是个“性情中人”，所以你可能会常常看到我一时的情绪抒发，不过我也会很快地把它“删除”掉，就如我的心情转变一样..总之，谢谢赏脸登入。。 （本部落格纯属个人，请勿转载或借题发挥，否则必究）
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你这种心情最好的解决方法就是结婚生子，当个家庭主妇，不理这些是是非非，然后你心地这么善良，给你照顾的孩子将是幸福与幸运的，就像我一样，因为我们并不想争些什么的人！
Li Mei, think ppl like us have similar feelings and encounters!!! :(
All those that you posted are also what i am still going through!!! :(
Sometimes I feel like "rebelling" but just don't dare to ... not even through words :(
Those who never been through will never understand.
If at that point when someone "complain" or "vent out" similar feelings, the one who been throught but just that at that point " is ok", he/she will still not be able to understand that person's feeling of frustration, saddness, etc...)...just like most will "forget" until "something" hits again....:(
Right now, I am really exhausted mentally and really at very lost of how to cope and deal with ppl or just how to face ppl....I just don't know how to wear "mask" and hate ppl to lie to me...If is "nobody" is ok, but if is someone I care and concern, I am really very hurt and don't know how...is easy to say nevermind,etc, but is not (I come to realise that is always when the thing don't happen to ownself, is always easy to say anything,etc....)
khiu kwei lan, that's not a good way because is not so simple (i also very "stupid", used to think that way.... there are too many things and ppl to be involved....is just like jumping from 1 hot water to another hot water (can be even hotter or if "lucky" then warm water). with children, even more "complicated".
Now I won't tell any of my friends my inner feeling...because i thought they will understand me and they are the one who always "encourage" me to confide,etc...but when i really need to tell them, they either not "interested in listening" or not paying attention, even worst is they don't understand me at all (but when similar thing happen to them, they can say and feel that way!!!)...i tried many many many times, each time i feel even more sad and hurt and add to my "fan nao"...so i decided not to tell anyone anymore....i won't be hypocrite but now if they do ask me, i will just tell them i am ok...but i am a very soft hearted person, so whenever they are "nice" to me or need my ears/help, i will still help sincerely....but i am very scared and suspicious or rather lack of confidence in telling any friend my thinking or feeling even i really wanted so much (because that's the real me...)
so i guess is only through this means that i can really tell my true feeling,etc... at least here i am able to :)
thank you for "opening" this mean :)
limei, at least you still have "someone"...if only everyone is simple and sincere, how nice it will be....
I just don't know how not to trust ppl especially if anyone is nice or good to me just a little, i will trust and give me "heart"...:(....i know shouldn't but i just don't know how....
ren,我不是叫丽梅嫁人而是觉得她这种性格，与世无争，又不想做女强人，大女人的，最适合当家庭主妇了，因为范围小，容易打理，最重要的事不必面对不想看的人与做的事！我明白你说的意思，不过比较起来，家庭主妇还是简单容易些的。。。。
美女丽梅，
就是因为我们是并不想争些什么的人！所以我们始终学不到这虚假的“功力”。
要不然，成就早就不至于现在了。我们并没有害人的心， 但防卫的心也不够，才会进退两难。
但， 也相对得起天地良心。把该做的做好。。就够了。
开心不开心也是一天，开心一点，自己也没那么难过。
感谢你。。。把我想说的话替我写了出来。…^_^ ^_^ ^_^ ^_^
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